180. All were called by different names than they had at first, except the one of whom it is written: "And his wife's name was Mehetabel, daughter of Matred, daughter of Mezehab" (Beresheet 36:39). THAT IS THE SECRET OF THE NAME OF NUMERICAL VALUE OF 45 THAT RENEWS THE MALE AND FEMALE REFERRED TO BY HADAR AND MEHETABEL. Why WAS HE NOT CALLED BY A DIFFERENT NAME? Because these, HADAR AND MEHETABEL, were not lost like the rest OF THE SEVEN KINGS, because they were male and female. This is similar to the palm tree that does not bear fruit unless you have planted a male and female stock. Therefore, now that we found them to be male and female, the term death was not mentioned in relation to them as with the rest. They lived, but they were not COMPLETELY secure until they acquired the likeness of a man. When they were finally established with a human countenance, they returned to exist in an alternate state and were settled.
180. וְכֻלְּהוּ אִתְקְרוּן בִּשְׁמָהָן אַחֲרָנִין מִן קַדְמָאִין, בַּר הַהוּא דִּכְתִּיב בֵּיהּ, וְשֵׁם אִשְׁתּוֹ מְהֵיטַבְאֵל בַּת מַטְרֵד בַּת מֵי זָהָב. מ"ט. מִשּׁוּם דְּהָנֵי לָא אִתְבְּטָלוּ כִּשְׁאַר אַחֲרָנִין. מִשּׁוּם דַּהֲוָה דְּכַר וְנוּקְבָּא. כְּהַאי תְּמָרָא, דְּלָא סַלְּקָא אֶלָּא דְּכַר וְנוּקְבָּא. ובג"כ הַשְׁתָּא דְּאִשְׁתְּכָחוּ דְּכַר וְנוּקְבָּא, לָא כְּתִיב בְּהוּ מִיתָה כְּאַחֲרָנִין, וְאִתְקְיָימוּ. אֲבָל לָא אִתְיָשָׁבוּ, עַד דְּאִתְתְּקַן דִּיּוּקְנָא דְּאָדָם, וְכֵיוָן דְּאִתְתְּקַן דִּיּוּקְנָא דְּאָדָם, אִתְחֲזָרוּ וְאִתְקְיָימוּ בְּקִיּוּמָא אַחֲרָא, וְאִתְיְישָבוּ.
317. Mehetabel INDICATES improving each other, MALE AND FEMALE. ZEIR ANPIN IS THE SECRET OF YUD HEI VAV HEI FULLY SPELLED WITH ALEPH'S WHICH NUMERICALLY AMOUNT TO 45 AND THE FEMALE, THE SECRET OF YUD HEI VAV HEI, FULLY SPELLED WITH HEI'S, WHICH IS NUMERICALLY 52. AND MEHETABEL NUMERICALLY AMOUNTS TO 45 PLUS 52. "Daughter of Matred" (Ibid.), MEANING THAT DUE TO THE constructions WITHIN HER from the side of Gvurah, MATRED IS DERIVED FROM TIRDUT (ENG. 'INCONVENIENCE'). "DAUGHTER OF Mezehab" (lit. 'golden waters') (Ibid.), meaning that golden waters were firmly established and involved one in the other, Mercy and Judgment. SINCE GOLD INDICATES JUDGMENT, THAT IS THE ILLUMINATION OF CHOCHMAH. WATERS IS THE SECRET OF CHASSADIM. THEY ARE INCLUDED TOGETHER. Here the woman was joined and the man, Mehetabel with Hadar.
317. מְהֵיטַבְאֵל, אִתְבַּסְמוּתָא דְּדָא בְּדָא. בַּת מַטְרֵד, תִּקּוּנִין דְּמִסְּטַר גְּבוּרָה. בַּת מֵי זָהָב, אִתְבְּסָמוּ וְאִתְכְּלִילוּ דָּא בְּדָא, מֵי זָהָב: רַחֲמֵי וְדִינָא. כָּאן אִתְדַּבְּקוּ אִתְּתָא בִּדְכוּרָא.